明天搬家公司就要来把所有的东西搬走了, 其实我也没有什么物品, 决定去香港后要好好布置我的家. 我马上就要26岁了, 在人生的第一个1/4世纪去过这么些地方, 见过这么些人, 在过去的8年中平均每年搬一次, 从东方搬到西方再搬回去, 我觉得很美满. 我很喜欢杭州的美丽和温婉, 也很留恋波士顿的风情和氛围, 呆的时间越长, 融入感越强, 很多观点和习惯都被改变, 最重要的是, 知道了什么是孤独和寂寞并且平和的面对它 - 这是我在生活中最大的收获, 再也不会因为孤独而爱. 如果有一天我厌倦香港了, 也没有勇气去欧洲再次开创事业和感情了, 我就回到波士顿来. :)

 

我最好的朋友要搬回波士顿了, 她为了这段感情搬走也因为它的结束而回来. 换了是我, 恐怕也是一样的选择, 没有开始就没有结束, 感情也好, 其他事情也罢, 如果连开始的勇气都没有, 就看不到结局那一天. 而且, 真的有结局这一说吗? 难道人的结局不是六英尺以下那个小小的洞穴, 尘归尘, 土归土吗? 既然所有的事情和人最后都要结束都要走到终点, 就给眼前的幸福多一点空间和时间吧. 我也要给自己空间和时间继续寻找感情的真谛, 不是一定要找到一个人或者一种信仰来绑定, 不过, 要永远不断寻找.

 

我其实不喜欢这样的拖泥带水, 既然决定要走, 就不要给自己和其他人时间伤感. 可是该死的香港工作签证要1个月, 我现在的工作也不肯让我马上走, 正好, 那就让我开心的堕落一个月. 从今后开始没有评论了, 大家有事情发信或者消息吧.

 

peace~

love!

I have been offered a position in Hongkong, by the same company, starting from next month. I feel extremly lucky to be able to leverage my language skills, knowledge of both American and Chinese cultures, and what I have learned in this industry, to make a career change, at a dreaming position, and...at perfect timing.

 

However, it's absolutely a tough decision for me to leave Boston, a dynamic city fulfilled with intelligent people and all kinds of possibilities. Although I haven't been here long and many of my friends are just party friends, this city keeps me close to her with many parties and events organizations, open-minded people, and comfortable living condition. I did enjoy my staying and have grown up from my first job and relationships.

 

Four years ago, I arrived at this country, w/ nothing, but two suitcases and my name. What I have found and experienced, though, is priceless. US is a great country, not because it's the most powerful one, instead, the spirit of freedom and bravery to achieve it makes it stand out. Most importantly, freedom is something you live with everyday everywhere. Although this system is not perfect and life is harder for gay/lesbian and minorities and many more, people do fight for themselves and others, to be themselves and be proud of the difference, what I have searched for in my life. People should be able to lead a life they want, being rich or poor, being gay or straight, being competitive working professionals or housestaying, whatever choice they make. I like the respect and understanding you get when it comes to something controversial.

 

"Are you sure you want to come back? You seemed to enjoy your life in Boston a lot." Mom asked me. Life could be better, if you are willing to take the risk and try. I made the choice for myself and are ready to change my current life and give up the upcoming permanent residence in the states. You choose life, not the other way around. Though sometimes we give in, we never give up.

 

So, whoever in Hong Kong, contact me! Let's party on~

As of last Sunday, according to NPR (national publick radio), population of China reached 1.3 billion, while the neighbour, India, hit another "amazing" number - 1.1 billion. The third largest populated country - US, has 3 million. Sucked up the problems we have due to the super large population in China, I couldn't help but wondering how India will be able to feed her fast growing crowds. Will the gravity center of the earth shift to the new oriental in the near future? In 100 years, will people speak Hindese (Hindy + Chinese), the new universal language? Are my grandsons going to eat Garlic with chop sticks?

 

Feeding her people was a huge problem for China 10 years ago, and still is one of the important things nowadays. W/ the help of "one kid per family" policy and efforts of agriculturalist and farmers, along with the great economy, China is able to generate enough food for 1.3b people and still functions well. Unfortunately, Indian government hasn't had any population control policy in place, even after seeing the disasters its neighbour suffered from a giant population. I'm sorry I've been selfish. I am worried because I cannot imagine what will happen if this country breaks down. Who on the earth is goingn to clean up the mess? They are human beings like you and me, who deserve good food and comfortable home. So you have to feed them, provide them with housing and build a society for them, which is a burden for everybody on the earth if Indians or Chinese cannot deal with their own shit. Just kiss kiss bang bang, no kids, please!

 

Every creature claims an even percentage of the earth. If one creatures populates too much, it's unfair for other creatures as this creature is taking away more resources at a bigger percentage. I love my Indian friends and absolutely my Chinese families and friends. It's unfair to adopt the population control policty starting from current generation just because pervious ones have too many decedents. However, they, as two countries, are bringing a big problem to the earth. And now, Indians, they got to do something!

很多东西都会随着时间的推移和年龄的增长改变, 两年前听到费玉清的名字, 会扁扁嘴心里有点不屑的说, 这是30以上的人才会喜欢的东西. 可是, 你听了千里之外吗? 谢谢弟弟发给我的歌, 能够欣赏到这样的美声. 周杰伦的声音, 本来很特别, 跟费放在一起竟然显得很造作 - 对比的力量.吧 他们的区别在高音, 低音和中音很近似, 听了多遍我才分辨出来. 费很好, 他和蔡琴联袂的演唱会, 我要去. 很久没有听过中文歌, 找不到动听到可以听很多很多遍的, 莫名感动于cold play一声声"I'll fix you", 今晚却被这首歌打动. 有人离别, 送君千里之外.

 

过了一年, 他突然来电说以前其实都是他的错. 曾经的一点耿耿于怀早就化作云淡风轻, 生活模糊了记忆, 没有什么对和错. lei说的很对, 没有好和不好, 只有合适不合适. 没有人生来愿意孤独, 也没有人天生毫无保留, 碰对了, 运气好; 碰不对, 继续碰; still no luck? marry to yourself. 继续感慨生活.

 

最近看儿童文学, the little prince(小王子), Charlotte's web(夏洛特的网), 前一部感动到眼眶湿润, 后一部可爱纯真. 这样的儿童文学, 看看净化心灵(是的, 当你意识到你有些时候需要借助某种东西来净化心灵, 你最好行动起来. 对自己最好诚实一点.), 却缺乏共鸣, 书还是单薄了点, 电影会更打动人, 可惜那些美妙的句子, 在电影中会褪色很多. 矛盾.